I love designing and creating websites. Creating sites for other people isn’t really so hard most of the time. Creating a site for yourself is by far one of the toughest things you’ll ever do if you’re a designer. I’m kind of a perfectionist so what it comes down to is that if I do not push myself to get it online despite my own objections it will never get done. So what happens is you set aside a day or two and work like a madman to try to get it done and by the end of it all you’re seeing double, but you’re also staring down at your creation now brought into this world … by pushing.
Symbolism or exhaustion? Probably both.
